Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in anothrbrknhart's LiveJournal:

Saturday, August 20th, 2005
3:05 pm	the greatest date in the world omg i had a great frickin date it was awesome first we got boba and then we went to see the skeleton key and after words we were sittin in front of the library for awhile before minky got picked up and then when she left ..... omg!!! THE BEST KISS OF MY LIFE!!!! it was like super awesome oh yah i feel so much better now that i have been with her for awhile its awesome feeling when im with her im a mess when she's not around but then when im with her its like all my troubles go away haha im so happy with her ^_^ (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
8:45 pm	cant find the words to say i wonder what to do, im not one for help but lately ive been relle paranoid ive been stupid like crazy for a long time but this is ridiculous anywayz i relle had a good day today i talked to minky and she seemed pretty excited about going to a movie on thursday i would be too if i werent so nervous. haha to me being with the girl i love is relle trifling im alwayz in a mix its so confusing sumtimes and im always in a bind of sum sort i hope i dont screw up or mess up while i talk to her or nothin im just worried thats all ive been having a feeling like minky is gonna break up with me but im not sure itz so confusing to me and i wish i could see things straight for once im always paranoid and i havent seen anything outside of my paranoia clearly itz so maddening sumtimes i get relle pissed off when something obvious happens to me and i didnt see it coming..... itz pretty sad from my pov but still i love her and itz relle quite confusing so yah im not sure what to do and stuff itz been an alrite day talking to minky made me feel better but i cant actually hear her voice so i cant jump to any conclusions.... all i have are my feelings and unfortunately for me the ones that are bad are always rite and the ones that are good are always rong it enfuriates me sumtimes but yah thatz what u get in the life of this despaired angel oh well not sure what im gonna do............................im too emo sumtimes Current Mood: scared (Comment on this)
Monday, August 8th, 2005
6:23 pm	wuts with this hey guyz itz me JON!!!! u probably dont know me or well carrie does i dont know if abe duz but maybe anywayz yah i needed sum guidance so if u guyz could help id love it well me an my gf, our relationship isnt goin too well... but then agian im relle paranoid i love her.. i cant tell her tho... she'll either be scared off or sumthin else im extremely worried cuz im paranoid like that and as usual i dont want to lose another love and have another broken heart so if someone can like slap me or help me id relle like that... but i still have the problem of not being able to tell her i love her cuz i dont want her to be scared i know itz bull but i fall in love very often and if u dont beleive me keep saying that cuz it's your opinion but this girl is special to me more special than the last i love her and love knows no bounds and i dont know what to do with my emotion lol i relle need help but yah if anyone wants to help Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)
6:23 pm	wuts with this hey there guyz haha first journal entry and already itz dramatic well to start off i need help not sure what to do me an my gf are doing fine but me .... im extremely paranoid if u dont know but i think that my gf mite break up with me im worried, cuz to me she's different than ALL the otherz i ever met or had.. i dunt wanna lose her yet but if i tell her i love her i may either scare her away or put her in the situation where she'll only wanna stay with me bcoz she wont want to hurt me... any help will be greatly appriciated Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)